In the heat of SUMMER BLISS /

Feel the heat/ Wednesday, September 27, 2006

hey yes, this entry is meant for ppl, yes you. =)

amanda: hey dear, thanks! i read your blog. and ya, misses! :D Nlevels nearer ya? and i know you can do it, just keep going k? i dont know much abt what's gg on in your life now, but im sure there is a time for everything. *hugs* i really thank God for this chance to watch you grow, to laugh with you, pray for you, and just being there to encourage and love you, a dear sister in Christ. =) thankyou amandaa, you encourage me alot too, you know? your life is amazing, and im sure tt thru your struggles, more will come to see tt our God is really real and true. He never leave us, never. just hang in there k?, its going to be over soon.

beryl: girl ah. =) like what i said, it will be over really really soon. i really praise God for restoring this precious sisterhood. with God's strength, =) i pray tt this sistership will cont to grow deeper and deeper! you keep running k? our God is bigger!

caryn: hey =) altho its been quite some time since we talked, i hope things getting okays for you. im glad tt you been growing in the Lord too. you are not forgotten, really. (:

rays: wei~ feel tt its been years lah, hahaa. hope poly have been great, really. and CF is even better eh? :) keep loving the Lord ya? glad tt your qt been consistent now!~ meet up soon, sorry im really busy with school, arghh. its okays lah, i know you will understand, ha. study hard ya?! :D

sul: =) dont stress over work k? jiayou jiayou, God's grace is sufficent.

eric: its really nice talking to you too! stay eric. :D

life's been good. more than anything, its all choices. :) my friend told me before, leave no room for regrets. but i think abt it and i look at his life and i wonder, did he ever regret choosing to be who he is today? hmmm leaving God can never be a choice. pls, i plead. but God is good lah, there's freewill, it must have hurt Him so much to see his child leave...

i have decided! , to follow Jesus. :D

alrightys, shall sleep now. school tmr, cant dont go tmr, cause i didnt go today. heh.

everyday, i'll walk with you, my LORD!

you completed my life..
7:29 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, September 26, 2006

ahhhhh :( :(

my com is well! recovered liao, haha. BUT BUT, :( all my savedPHOTOS gone! my brother forgot to back them up, :( but oh well, thank God he remb all my songs=) okays lah, its im pretty sad but its quite true tt some things are gone means gone liao. dont cry over spill milk ya? :)

indeed, new start. its like a new computer. (:

going to study soon, been going to school eh. school been hmmm nt bad actually. everyone is signing on tt class photo, haha. graduation mah, its such a standard thing. autograph and stuff. its kinda happy feeling yet aw, leaving you all soon kinda thing. yep, all the memories will lastt. but come to think about it, 1-2 years after graduation, how many will still be in contact? altho there will be=) thing back about primary school. heh.

came home straight after school these weeks, not been going out to study. home's good too. (= kinda miss cafe and pool games now. aw. but ya lah, study first. and movie partner, i miss watching movies! my teacher told my friend before, " whatever is worth doing in life, is difficult. so work hard." and i realised how true it is! many say tt prelims are meant to be failed, hahaa, what nonsense. but well, for my school i think yes it is. students in other schools compared results, is how many A1/2? my school? hahaa, we compared how many passes, and with the worst subjects, we compared who failed the worst. hahaa/ this school is really horrible lah. in my school, it dont feel bad to fail anymore, cause we have the whole level to fail with you! ha.

God have been opening my eyes to see alot of things, even in daily life. i realised again how much He love each and EVERYONE ard me, and how He has a purpose for others too.i see how life can be such meaningful just having God in my life. just look at the nature ard us, pause and look. (: when i look at diff ppl tt passes thru my life each day, i pray a prayer tt one day, we will worship God together. everyone is so unique, so different, so special in God's eyes. amazing eh? how God can love each of us the same, not more not less. have you allowed life's adversities to discourage and immobilize you? try reading acts 16:25. paul still choose to worship God. God is still faithful when we are not. and when we cant see God, trust Him. recently, i have been discouraged, but God spoke to me ytd. (: hope it encourages you too! there is nothing like His love.

will you say to God, i'll love You forever?

5weeks left to Olevels. ah, i must remb to POSITIVE self-talk myself. so it should be, 5more weeks to Olevels :D

alrightys! going off to toryure myself now. enjoy yongling, bummer.

you completed my life..
12:12 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, September 24, 2006

hey! oh crap, my com is like down lah. but only can use awhile. so going to blog fast. AHH. miss the "taking own sweet time to blog" feeling.

okays anyway, my prelims results sucks. oh dont bother asking.

im blogging cause i want to return tags.im so encouraged to see so many ppl tagging:

eric! - hey you tagged=) ya im trying to mug hard for Os, one word- hard. aw.

tim- =) ya, sets!

MAX- ha,=) remb my biscuits and the promise ah! =P and i will really get well soon i think. heh.

nat- thanks dear.

ximin- =) yepps, you keep walking too k?

daniel- yea lah, keep studying ah, im dying liao lah.

meiteng- thanks for dropping by, it really encourages me.

alrightsy, chao! run! =)

oh, pls pray for me ya? hmm ok, in all aspects of life, haha. :D loves many.

you completed my life..
11:54 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, September 16, 2006

studied at causeway point today with sarah. blur her forgot she got usher meeting today, so we went back to church at 2plus. we met KQ they all all cwp, they watching movie=) oh tt MAX gonna get it from me, what a movie partner! aw. =/ heh. i went for service and yepps met my mummy for dinner. sarah join us too! loves.

sermon was pretty confusing for me. maybe i was really tired after the studying and lack of sleep. but it seems really huh? =) well, i intending to go again tmr.the worship was pretty good. (:

aw, i think i really screwed my prelims, im pretty serious.

i really thank God for restoring this precious sistership between me&beryl, really(: *hugs beryl*

i feel like playing pool, really. now now now. =/

i want to be happy, aw happy! =/

my com got some problem, dont know what kinda of virus, so irritating. keep saying my computer in danger. =( *SCREAM* AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

alrights, i think i going to go off liao. HAHAA

i very bored. ah, think abt life. in such chaos. AAHH.

*dance with my father
If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him,I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love love love, to dance with my father again

Later that night, when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal One final glance
One final step One final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
Cause I'd love love love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
I'd hear how my mother cried for him(x2)
I'd pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she' s dying to dance with my father again

hear me from heaven.
yongling.

you completed my life..
6:24 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, September 14, 2006

new blogskin. (=

well i guess i like the previous random one. haha, brpwn&pink. =)
but new start ah! haha, i think i will be changing one soon too. =P
had my science paper1 tis morning. i woke up late today! for the past 2 years i nv wake up late for school, but today! oh crap. i woke up at 6.42am. when i saw my phone timing, i was so shocked lah. like what?! and of course, i jumped out of bed! :/ the texi fare cost mt 5bucks lah, damm expensive can! aw, stupid sucharges. but the paper was pretty alrights.

im going east coast later! loves=) looking forward to it man! hey meRv&weisheng, sorry ah. [dont feel like explaining, haha, come to think of it, there's nth much to explain too, heh.]

was pondering about life. hmm life's short. but it seems pretty long. there's different stages, different seasons of life. ups&downs. struggles&trials. joy&sorrows. well, some come out of it stronger, some back out. there's bound to be disappointments, with others, yourself and perhaps God. but think abt it, how bad can life be with God in control? God may seems out of control to us when we are in a terrible hurting situation, but He never will be. its one thing to know tt He is never out of control, but its another thing to believe. ya? i cant say i totally understand this, but well im trying pretty hard to stay on track with our Heavenly Father. hey fellow warriors, i just want to say keep walking, and i hope my life have been an encouragement& testimony of God's faithfulness. when you cant see Him, trust Him. dont give up, no matter what happen. cause Jesus paid the price, no matter the cost. run, yongling.

declared, broken. moulding in process.
*steven curtis chapman
I can see tears filling your eyes
And I know where they're coming from
They're coming from a heart that's broken in two
By what you don't see

I've watched the wind blow hard against you
And I have seen your faith get weakened by the pain
And I want you to know that I will be praying for you
To hold on

Don't let the fire die
The flame has been dimmed by the tears that you cry
But I can still see the spark of His love in your eye
So don't let the fire, please don't let the fire die
This heavy weight you carry around
Of letting yourself and everybody down
Is pouring water on the passion that use to burn so bright

Well I know you've got your reasons for resentment
And I know it's more than I can understand
So just let me say that I am going to be praying for you
To let it all go

JESUS, take it all...

you completed my life..
7:39 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, September 13, 2006

heyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyhey.

i had my accounts paper one today. hahaa. no comments=)
aw, i got practical on monday. :(
i went tekong ytd. like i said before, i really like there. its windy lah, walking along the jetty, the feeling is like going to a beach resort. hah, loves. oh anyway, its my brother POP! yeah, he was really happy. (:

suppose to go ikea with my brother today, but its raining now! :( bleahs. ohoh and i want to go on curise end of year! :D im really serious lah, and im gg to ask my friends! cos no more major exams so, heh, no more excuses. =P

hmm life been as usual. ytd is the 13th. :( miss-ed

alrights, i think i should get going, to dont know what/where. ha, i gg east coast park tmr! run along.

the deepest dream i had ever known! <33

you completed my life..
11:11 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, September 11, 2006

finally its done. new skin=)

oh i had such fun ytd. went cafe to mug alittle bit and played pool.but play POOL so much more lah.=) had dinner with meRv, weisheng & kor. really great. thanks!

had my papers today. oh wells, it should be okays lah. anyway its over! =) few more papers to GO!

alrightys, blog again soon lah. nothing much, i going to mug alrdy! its MUGGING TIME.

kor! -i want ice-cream! =) honey crabs, yummy. must cheer up k? your room will be ready soon, i will mess it up! =P loves.

meRv- hey. =) you just online. haha, but i gg offline liao, alrights, know you gg to scream at me liao, RUN!

weisheng- hey!pool's fun! i win you twice! i'll beat you again next time!

byeeeeee. iLOVE random-ness!

you completed my life..
12:28 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, September 01, 2006

i can only imgaine.
for the longest time i refused to ask God why. but this time...:
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why is Your love is deep, so strong& everlasting?
why is this journey of life so hard to walk on?
why does everything happens out of the sudden& so quickly?
why do pple come and go?
why do you know who will enter heaven and yet there's free choice?
why do you take my father away?
why is it me?
why is it my family?
how am i going to accept tt everything its part of your plan?
how am i going to worship?
why is my relationships with pple failing?
why do you love me?
why can i only imagine?
why am i such a failure?
why me?
why?
why are you so silent?
why dont you heal me?
why cnt things just be simpler?
why is it diff view me diff?
why cant i love you as much as most of THEM do?
why?
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will i dance for you, JESUS?
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how hurt can i be, man..i can only imagine.

you completed my life..
8:51 AM <3
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