reply: by God's grace, i din screw up my chinese oral. i got distinction.and A2 for chinese paper. see how amazing and faithful our God is. ((: amen!

Tuesday, July 19, 2005 updates.
i m back for blogging! and updating of my life. (:things are same as usual. except sch is even tiring and lesser time for family and God. but i guess for me, sch getting more fun! in the midst of our tired-ness i found joy. with loads smiles and laughter. end sch everyday at ard 6 plus-7.

walk with God.

quiet time hasnt been really constant too. like once or twice one week. :/ but thanks God tt He is still faithful.(: bringing me thru each storms and struggles in life; in sch; at home. i want to make extra effort to spend time with Him. and to honour Him.

family.

hmmm things isnt getting any better with mummy. but at least i m trying to control my temper too.but praise God tt my dad's condition is getting better. (: pray for strength and willingness to do housework after a long day in sch.

school

okie. fine. tiring. lazy. sleepy. Joy. laughter. smiles. friends. long day. lessonSS. tests. deadlines. exams. assignments. lectures.tts all for me. yupx.

and church.

hasnt really been spending time with pl in church too. sorry. sorry. really misses all of ya. really.(: *HUGSS* continue to stand firm and run with mi kaes? catch up with all of ya real real soon kaes? jia you((:oh going to do my work le. tons of them man. just reach home from sch too. :0 keep mi in your prayers ya?

you completed my life..
6:14 PM <3

"Jesus take on the law of death itself in unarmed combat, defeat the power of sin and make it possible for the spirit of God- the very character of God Himself- to enter the human heart."

"The key, then, to loving God is to see jesus, to hold Him before the mind with as much fullness and clarity as possible."

"His eyes is always upon us
His eyes never closes in sleep
and no matter where we go
we are always in His eyes
...
and the voice that once said" you are Forgiven",
still says "you are forgiven" today...today."

"instead of singing songs to keep our spirit up or give our "captons" a good feeling, we are called to remember: to remember who we are and where we belong, to remember the pain of the world, and call on God to remember atrocities with both justice and mercy."

*we need the power of forgiveness to heal the broken places in and around us.- the power both to give and receive. ...
As we learn to walk with Him as Father, in free and open communication, we will know His guiding hand; we will be led not into trial and temptation but into life; we will be protected and we will, ultimately, be delievered from the very presense and possibility of evil.*

" When we worry, it is because we cant trust God enough to bring us to the place we long to be. When we judge, it is almost the same problem. Unwillingly to allow God sovereignty over the lives of others, we impose our own rule, with our own ideas about how they should behave, and how fast they should be showing the fruit of Grace."

*if you believe there are high standards to aspire to, aspire to them yourself, commit yourselfto God's tender care and have the grace and wisdom to do the same for others, the right time to offer help is when others are ready to recive it. Dont appoint yourself as judge over those who have not invited it. let go, and let God be their judge."

Above are just some of the main things i learned in my quiet time with God thru these weeks. the first month of the year 2006, going to be over soon. take some time to reflect over this month before the next challenges begin(:

today is chinese new year eve, going to grandma's house to have dinner later. but before that, we are going to visit daddy first.

God, help mummy to stay strong, heal us with your unfailing love.


" to the One who remembered us in our low estate His love endures forever."- psalm 136:23


*lead us from unreal to real. Lead us from darkness to light. lead us from death to immortality*
-yyongling; take my hand and walk.

you completed my life..
6:03 PM <3

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Feel the heat/ Monday, January 23, 2006

its been 5monthplus.
chinese new year coming soon.

school was good. i force myself to wake up on time today! monday is quite a long day, thanks God tt my EL teacher doesnt want lessons today if not class will end at 6pm. i can never forget what happened ytd night. met up w lucille, sarah, vera, beryl, ximin, rays and caleb for dinner. wanted to have crabs but after long dicussion and collection of crabs money, we were told tt there is no more crabs left :( but tt's not the main point. the main point is that we EE a indian guy! we was sitting on the same table as him and we had talks and dicussion. so fun. never imagine i will get along so well with strangers. Thanks God that we can be able to share and re-assure him about God's love(he goes church before when he was young). and he wants to learn guitar from raymund! good opportunity ya?

feel so good after EE-ing tt guy. cos i had a bad week and sunday was not good. but i still enjoyed those days(: thanks God for the given opportunity. not letting SATAN get hold of my life and controlling my temper.

i will to LIVE FOR CHRIST! the ONE in me is so much GREATER than the one in the world.

*don't want to spend new year without you...
-yonglingg .Your love overflows;

you completed my life..
2:10 AM <3

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Feel the heat/ Friday, January 20, 2006

we are the reason

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn'
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives
We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love
I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart just to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him
We are the reason
that He gave His life
We are the reason that
He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all that He could give
To show us the reason to live
He is the reason to live....

His love is so high and strong. look at the lyric carefully. howcould we ever thank Him enough? (:

"In troubled times

it's You I seek

I put You first that's all I need

I humble all I am all to You"

is He the one that we 1st seek in troubled times? think about it.

You are the One who lets me see, myONLYONE.

*all these years of struggling, we are growing roots.*

-yyongling` you never give up on me.

you completed my life..
6:40 PM <3

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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, January 18, 2006

school's ending later and later each day. from next week onwards, lessons will end abt 5pm.

how do people remain joyful in school? you know sometimes we just keep convincing ourselves tt school is fun and tt we are joyful. had dinner with vera and lucille yesterday at the coffeeshop near my house. like what lucille said," i always believe in small talks" and yes i had a good time talking abt school and lives although vera had to rush off to colour her hair. seeing how each of us go into different environment, different stages of life. vera-JC. lucille-sec 4 0s. me-sec 5 Os.

really want to thank God for being God. ever faithful and always so assuring. just everything. Geeee/Ohhh/Deeee. He is simply mighty.

i miss daddy.
how m i supposed to share with others that? there's times when i feel like msging to say tt i miss daddy but i didnt cause i know no one knows what to reply.

*its beeen 5months plus*
`yonglingg-

you completed my life..
1:18 AM <3

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Feel the heat/ Friday, January 13, 2006

finally its weekend again. this past week of school is full of challenges and battle in the mind. like what my PR teacher said, as we grow older, our physical strength grow too,(unless when you reached about 26,tt's the max.and it will start to detoriate.) so no matter how hard things is, our body can take it, but our mind always tell us to give up. agree?

the battle in our mind...

so always remind yourselves never to give up. ((:

thanks God tt foloow up w caryn and amanda was good. seeing how they are so willing to follow Christ and their passion for the Lord, im reminded once again about God' faithfulness and His everlasting Love. (: im really encouraged.

just want to encourage all of you yo never give up. thru my saddest moments, (be it friends who left church, family salvation, failures, beloved dad's death) God showed me what He means by "everything will be perfect IN HIS TIME." thru zhi an and friends. keep praying and never give up, you know what? God never give up on you too,ven at times whe nwe give up on ourselves.

to be very frank, i still miss daddy. everyday. but i also know, he never let me go and he still loves me. and like a earthly father, God love never stop overflowing your cup of life.

never give up.

His and his precious,

yonglingg*

you completed my life..
6:12 AM <3

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Feel the heat/ Monday, January 09, 2006

1st day of the 2nd week of school.((:

wow i love chocolates like mad!~ and yes its super fattening.but its really really nice. *yummy* but i hate dark choc. i love kit kat. choc w wafers. so nice((: okie enough of my craving. and yes, choc is not made from cow!*grins*

captain's ball on sat was good.

pls pray for me as i seek God's purpose for this captain's ball team.



*it takes someone special to be a daddy, you are one*
-yongling`

you completed my life..
2:37 AM <3

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Feel the heat/ Saturday, January 07, 2006

captain's ball today was good.(okie, at least for me:) leading this wonderful group of people into a new battle of reaching out has been such great joy! and i'm grateful that God put us together, cause i know its not by accident tt we are in the same team having the same aim and purpose((:

indeed, it hasnt been easy lah. but thank God He always see us thru. the safety, the commitment, the weather, the health((:

tmr's sunday! :D

the past week of school has been gooodd. im enjoying myslef in lessons and taking down notes is always the best part for me.

few things to thank God for this past week:

-for Jesus

-for putting friends(christians/not) in my life

-for blessing me w such wonderful family

-for leading me to take charge of captain's ball

-for always hearing my prayers and answering them

-for loving me and assuring me all the times when i m feeling down in sch.

-for keeping me safe and not late for sch!

-for granting me wisdom and strength

-for helping me to speak in love

-for helping me to build strong relationships.

praise God. HIs love endures forever.

i know the road ahead gonna be really rocky,narrow and steep. but you know what, His faithfulness never fails. and His love is so deep, so high, so wide and so strong. ((:

*i choose to follow whatever the cost*

nothing much to offer, just a child that wants to serve You willlingly.

yongling*

you completed my life..
3:39 AM <3

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Feel the heat/ Thursday, January 05, 2006

"hows school?" many would ask.

everything to me is good. school's really different for me this year! i've never felt so good in school before.i've stopped dreading school and having to wake up early. (hey, i even wake up earlier than expected! :b ) really praise God for this great feeling! nothing special about school, still the same. but its quite weird not seeing those friends i used to see all the time last year. other than that everything's fine. Same form teacher, same subjects teachers(except for some). different subjects, different classroom, different aim, new hope. (:

yes, i know. from Nlevels to Olevels is a VERY(all of my teachers emphasized) big jump.i've heard this phrase more than 7times this week. All the teachers who came into my class will spend the precious time for teaching to talk abt how the results you get for Nlevels will drop 3grades in Olevels.(eg. A1 in Nlevels means b3/b4 fpr Olevels) to continue sec5 means full committment. if not, why waste one more year? since i've decided to go sec5, never give up is my motto.

okie now i think the most important thing is to manage my own time. with extra commitment of captain's ball, almost half of my sat's gone. and for sunday, its a sabbath day for me so no studying too. and i m left with the weekdays. plus all the housechores that i need to do and the people i need to meet, time for studying is so precious now. School end quite late some of the days. for monday and wednesday, normal class end at 3/3.35pm, so with extra class, it will be until abt 4plus/5pm. WOW~

tmr got captain's ball, whoever interested pls reach church at about 1.45pm. condition= i need your commitment! (:

*why take a bus tt doesnt bring you to theplace you wants to go?
-yongling`

you completed my life..
10:29 PM <3

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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, January 03, 2006

in 2005.
a year of learning...
a year of joy...
a year of waiting upon Him..
a year of not soaring, not running but walking.

2005 seems to past so fast. faster than i imagine. but truly, i thank God that He see me thru. each and every events, trials, hurting, crying.

i just wan to say thank you to every single one that has encourages me, that has always been there for me, loving me, and reaching out to me in one way or another. its so amazing how God works ya? i really love every single one of you. thank you so much. you all filled my world with clolurs!(:

excited abt the challenges coming my way in 2006.
i will be more than conqueors thry Christ. :D


the will of God will not lead you to where the grace of God cannot keep you* be encouraged.
-yongling

you completed my life..
3:21 AM <3

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