Feel the heat/ Thursday, November 24, 2005
learn to live and live to learn.* what an interesting phrase(:
to me, life is all abt learning. learning to accept things tt doesnt go ur way, learning to accept friends ard, learning to let go, learning to smile, learning to accept self, learning to speak w love, learning to care for one another, learning God's word, learning to organise ur own time, learning to say 'no' to some things but yes to others, learning to honour your parents, learn to love them, learn to accept the fact tt they will leave you anytime, etc.
so so much to learn.
how could 60years(approx) lifespan in life ever be enough for us to learn everything? (:
so hey, treasure every moments of life, be it beautiful or not, capture them and learn every new things. smile at them.
for me, i promise to serve my Lord all my life. whatevert happens, it happen for a purpose. and i will never forget how He have been blessing me in little and big things all my life. How He brought me to Himself, how He provide when He knows i need it. How i came to know every single one of you.so much blessings He showered.(: im forever grateful.
He loves us so much to exchange His crown of heaven for a crown of thorns. At the moment of death, Jesus took upon our sins so tt we can be w Him for eternity. How great the love of God?
i chose Him because He chose the nails, what abt you? are you willing to choose Him and give Him your life whatever happens? even the death of your loved ones? i know it hurts but trust on. move on..He will lead and guide you thru this narrow path. tt's what i been holding on to.
-when hope is gone, i know You are saviour, when tears fall, i know You are healer.*
`yonglingg.
you completed my life..
6:28 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, November 15, 2005
oh man. been long sionce i last blogged.(:
people often ask me "how are you". i really dont know. ermm...
well i guess the ans is, grief lingers.
quote from "travelling light" by max lucado
"...If so, however, you know that the black bag of sorrow is hard to bear.
It's hard to bear beacuse not everyone understands your grief. They did at first. They did at the funeral. Thay did at the graveside. But they dont now; thay dont understand. Grief lingers.
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Why does grief lingers? Because you are dealing with more than memories- you are dealing with unlived tomorrows. You're not just battling sorrow- You're battling disappointment. You're also battling anger.
It may be on surface. It may be subterranean. It may be a flame. It may be a blowtorch. But anger lives in sorrow's house. Anger at self. Anger at the military or the hospital or the highway system. But most of all, anger at God. Anger that takes the form of the three-letter question- why? why him? why her? why now?why us?
You and I both know i cant answer that quesetion. Only God knows the reasons behind his actions. But here is a key truth on which we can stand.
Our God is a good God."
yes indeed, so true. this chapter open up my heart. it helps me to understand how im feeling and why i m feeling like this. indeed no one understand now. grief lingers.
on a bus/train, just standing there, tears are fall. the sadness just come. the thought of it hurts.
i m the one you love.
yongling`travelling light.
you completed my life..
4:53 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, November 06, 2005
you completed my life..
7:45 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, November 02, 2005
your dreams turn to dust
you wonder as you cry
why it has to hurt so much
give Me all your sadness
someday you will know the reason why
wih a child-like heart
simply put your hope in Me
take My hand and walk where I lead
keep your eyes on Me alone
don't you say why were the old days' better
just because you're scared of the unknown
take My hand and walk
don't live in the pastcause yesterday's gone
wishing memories would last
you're afraid to carry on
you don't know what's comin'
but you know the one who holds tomorrow
I will be your guide
take you through the night
if you keep your eyes on Metake My hand and walk where I lead
keep your eyes on me alone
don't you say why were the old days better
just because you're scared of the unknown
take My hand and walk where I lead
you will never be alone
faith is to be sure of what you hope for
and the evidence of things unseen
so take My hand and walkjust like a child
holding daddy's hand
don't let go of mine
you know you can't stand on your own
Hebrews 11 indeed, there are times when i just think tt the old days are better. but God always uses this song to remind me tt He is around and faith is to be sure of what i hope for and the evidence of the unseen. i can see so clearly what it means by -you give and take away in my life. blessed by your name.yongling.
you completed my life..
11:05 AM <3
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