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Feel the heat/ Monday, May 29, 2006

there's so many things tt i wanna thank God for. i want to remember his faithfulness and love! =))

thanksgivings:
last week:
sat:
unify was great! something tt i really want to thank God for. i see God working thru our prayers and His presence so real.
and ya, sarah, lucille and me managed to share the gospel with an old uncle on the bus back to woodlands from unify. and i really thank God tt he lives in woodlands too, and tt he hears abt God, i know God's working=)

sunday:
sharon came to church! and i really thank God for bringing her back to himself! sarah brought her friends too! and yes praise God, one of her friends accepted Jesus. =) praise God. and im so glad and encouraged seeing pple coming to God and seeing how God works in diff lives. :D oh and i thank God for giving me life 17 years back, and for bringing me to himself 4yrs back=) i also want to thank God for all the blessings He placed in my life, all the brothers and sisters- in- christ, and tt includes you=) ya, and i thank God for frankie! =D and i thank God for granting us journey mercy back home tt night.=)

this week:
monday- thank God tt i managed to wake up on time! and tt i managed to reach school by 7.35am when i leave home at 7.15am. and i thank God for abel and lucille runnning this race with me. and i thank God for gary who are always there to pray with me in school=) i also wanna thank God for something tt is so incredulous:D my spoilt watch work on monday during my paper! really thank God, and ya prayers always work. =) i was sitting right in front and in tt position is quite impossible to see the clock. and ya, really praise God for tt work man=) in His time, everything is perfect<333.>
i also wanna thank God for being able to meet up w sam, being able to talk to sul, and being able to catch up w josh kor and farand=)) and ya, i thank God for the same passion, love and communication tt me, lucille, sarah shares. =))

so many times He showed me the way and He proved His faithfulness. :D i called and He answered. prayers must come before things happens. pray, pray for growth in our youth minstry, pray for God truth to be reveal to so many others. pray for captain's ball, pray for God's hands upon our friends.

believe in the power of prayer.

and you came to my rescue,
yongling:))

you completed my life..
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Feel the heat/ Friday, May 26, 2006

blogging definately add colours to my life=)) and reading others' blog are such always inspiring for me too. im encouraged to walk on and persevere in times when i just feel like giving up. and ya, i love blogging<33

yah, chinese Olevels is like one day after my birthday. and seriously, i dont know how to study for it. and frankly, im so not prepared. everyone's ard me are like studying and preparing so hard for it, and looking at me, i felt crappy, cos i really dont know what i can really do. sigh, what a wishful thinking of wanting a A2. but well, i cant deny the power of God and He knows my results even before i sat for the papers. but ya, sometimes its hard to acknowledge the fact and hold on to tt promise tt God really knows and He holds the results in His hand=))

and ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUNQUAN! =D i know its ytd lah, but i din blog ytd mah. oh and let me help him promote his blog: http://kunquan-.blogspot.com

ya, going church later for captain's ball. yeah! we'll keep going! and yes im still trusting God for a harvest in sports minstry, and hey pple, i need for workers! =)) join us kaes? really, be praying and trusting with me kaes? it hasnt been easy, and it can be quite discouraging at times when no one wants to response. reaching the lost is somthing that WE strive for together.! <33>

*because You persevere.
yongling;

you completed my life..
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, May 24, 2006

how majestic.=)

you completed my life..
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i been sick. oh crap! like i didnt go to school ytd and today, wontbe going tmr also. got MC for today and tmr. dont know how to describe, its just the feeling of sickness, the feeling of just sleeping! even standing up makes you feel giddy. had tt kinda of feeling before, well i had it all the time! darn. =))

i wondered how much things i had missed out during these 3days of absence in school, heh. i know it sounds pretty ironic, but i kinda miss school out of the blue=)) i miss the tiredness i always felt waking up from bed early and walking out of school gate late. oh and there's one thing i wouldnt miss! the canteen food! *laughs* but well, these missing wont last cause i will be back in school on fri. =)) and maybe i will start talking about how i miss sleeping in my mum's aircon room everytime when im sick and blogging a this hour,heh.

oh LUCILLE's coming over! nah, not stayover, just dinner. my mummy's cooking some porridge, its her lucky day! =DD she's on the way now, at the station. and its pretty cool when your friends know where your place is, like now, lucille will walk over herself, i dont need to pick her up from station anymore! =)) heh.

and im feeling hungry, hungry.

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oh and mervin will be back tmr from genting.

*rare moments, i miss school!=)) *
-yongling;

you completed my life..
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, May 23, 2006

man fails us, but God wont.

im learning to let go and to trust God in this trying period. its nt easy, i know. but im going to learning and to surrender to Him. and yes truly i want to acknowledge tt He is king and He wont fail me.

i thank God for all the strugglings and learning. like what sul said, its not about the result, its the process and the learnings.*thahnks dear* somehow somewhat, i felt tt alot of things/ppl i always thought i used to be quite close with or i thought will go the way i expected , are just not true=) sometimes my expectations just takeover.

alrights.

so now, im going to learn and to let go, im nt gg to let these things/ppl affect my life so much anymore.it may be a good thing or a bad thing but well, i know i still have a God tt i need to fix my eyes on and not THESE things.
i had enough, i'll walk on and you shall see a different yongling.

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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, May 17, 2006

i simply miss it, mine's black.

school was pretty tiring today. had morning run in the morning(okays, like duh) keep going through exams papers. i failed like almost everything. okays, shouldnt talk about it.=(
happy birthday CH'NG YI! <33>
oh and i missed SUKI SUSHI with you guys lah, end school late, sorrys.=) was listing all the chapters tt i had to studied for Olevels for each sub. it was WOW. =/ whatever. i need to go shopping! need to get presents lah, hate to shop for presents, too many choices lah. ^^ oh and crap, my brother kelvin is going to army damm soon lah. 3ofJUNE. arghh, so gonna miss him. <3>
and i went IKEA with lucille&sarah ytd.=) its such a joy having to hang out with them. cant believe they went there just for the meatballs, i know its nice, BUT its beef=) wanted to walk ard ikea though, but we talked till quite late. hahaa, so ya, we went there just for wings&meatballs! i reached home at abt 11plus? =) thank God mummy never slaughter me lah.xD
alrights, im so going to plan my revision timetable now. if nt im so going to be dead.
*who am i? tt the eyes tt see my sins will look upon me with love?*
yongling;

you completed my life..
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Feel the heat/ Monday, May 15, 2006

today was hmmm crap. =) no, pls dont ask abt my results, cos they are really bad. end school at about 4. i wanna sleeeep!=DD

things to be done this week:
*quiet time
*study tonight
*study even harder, heh.
*praying for family's salvation
*pray for ppl in jap mission trip
*pray for kor in BALI
*write encouragement cards
*meeting with captain's ball mates
*follow up with amanda and caryn-tues?
*identified meet ups-thurs?
*dinner at home-mon,tues, wed, fri?
*shop for ch'ng yi, blur&natty's presents.
*plan revision schedule.
*help KQ do up a blog=)
*sports on sunday?

there's all i need to do i GUESS.=)) great, i simply love my schedule, minus the studying part=)

how wonderful it is to be alive! =D thank God for this life xD

take me to your heart,
yongling;

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Feel the heat/ Sunday, May 14, 2006

=) today sermon was good.
choose to forgive.
releasing forgiveness.
allow healing.
forgivness is a internal process.

p.shern, frankie&sam left for BALI today. for one week ler! really gonna miss them. arghh, cant imagine nt having them ard for one week =( . but im glad they had the chance to go for retreat and be recharged and refreshed by JESUS! =D be praying for them kaes? coool, frankie just called me! they just reached SAFELY=)) thanks GOD. yeah! =))

CG was fun today, altho most of the time i dont know what they are talking abt, cos i din come last week. love the sharing part, love all their crappy comments. heh.

hmmm i felt that our Youth ministry had changed alot. =( not as enthu as last time, not sporting anymore. just plain dull and everyone just acting and looking so bored and sians. =( but ha!, keep praying, cos prayers work.=D looking forward to breakthru! <3>

im excited about the week to come, are you? im looking forward to seeing and experiencing what God has in store for me this coming week! life without my kors will surely be so diff, but heh, its only one week and after this one week, few more weeks. hahaa, they are gg to be out of town again.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! <33
YONGLING=D

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Feel the heat/ Friday, May 12, 2006

loved and saved<33
hahaa, i suddenly miss identified=) all the meet ups, stayovers, movies, expensiveFOOD, =D , and of course the times we pray! laugh and cry. identified have sort of become a mini cg session for me! <33 beryl! ilove you, joanne! i love you, lucille!, i love you, sarah! i love you, vera!and i love yongling! =D
oh and exams are over! yippeeee~! at least for now, i can rest and relaxed! and i got a bad sore throat.=(( went to watch poseidon ytd with frankie and kunquan.=) duration its only 1hr plus lah. hahaa. went to church for floorball and dinner at taste of thailand! =D coool~ oLORD, thankyou for blessing me! im SO SO blessed beyond measure.<3
tmr is sunday! =D another time to be refresh i hope.=) and im going to wear my new pink-brown fabalous shirt! <33
i want to be a JESUSfreak.
im startified!-yongling;

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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, May 09, 2006

=) had my last mid year paper today.
didnt have the excitment of a last paper, maybe cos there's still prelims and Olevels, or maybe just becos i never put in effort to do well...

tmr i will really be free lah, for now lah.

i wanna go.. away.

*i need to breathe.
-yongling.

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Feel the heat/ Monday, May 08, 2006

under construction <333

you all are the blessings from God that i could ever ask for. =)
CG splitting soon,by June! all along, i supported splitting and wanted splitting. not becos i dont like my Cg, i love them! but becos i know splitting will do us all good and we will cont to grow even deeper in Christ.=)
but come to think of it now, it does hurt quite slot to split. thru these years, we bad bond so much
closer than last time. we were once so quiet when leaders are not ard, we dont talk to each other, they each had own small clicks, cg outing was so sians, sharing was on surface, we just dont talk. now? hahaa, big change man. our cg always end late and we love CG time! all the sharing of the week, the deep sharings and we really talk and talk quite ALOT =)
i will miss all of these: the times we shared, the outings we had, the time we stated our expectations, the times we got frustrated&disppointed w each other, the times when we only had emily as our leader, the times when we missed sam, the open sundays tt we planned,the times we had BBq in church and outings at town which i missed!, the christmas tt we spent tog, the newyears tt we are ready for, the challenges we went thru tog, the joy we shared, the times when we study tog, the times when we struggled tog with God as a CG and as individually, the tears we shed, the deep sharings during watchnight, the prayers we prayed, the nonsense things we do, the care&love shown in every little ways, all the gifts, the times when one
feel left out and alot alot more=) i really appreciate all of you. <33>
even as we split, cont to grow in Christ ya? cos tt's

our purpose and let us glorified God tog. stay strong
under construction.=D
united as one,

yongling<3>

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under construction; that cross.

hahahaa.piece of crap! =/ went home after my paperS today. yah, met caleb for lunch. and went home. and crap, i slept till six=) from 3plus lah. crap ler, den also not stuyding. tmr last paper, but i dont have a feeling tt its last argh! =( anyway, today was a good day of sleeping.
oh, but the back of my shoulder hurts like mad, must be all the heavy bags. really painful, crap=(

Cg gg to split soon, by june. all the while, i supported spiltting!cos i know we will grow even deeper in Christ and splitting will do us alot of good.=) but now come to think of it, it does hurt quite alot. we have been tog for abt 2 yrs plus, and most of them are with me since i 1st came into WEFC. but i believe everything will go fine ya? =) under construction have been part of my life! being with them is super fun lah, and indeed we have bond so much though these years. the deep sharing, the expectations we have, the food we shared, the nonsense thing we do, the open sunday we organised, the studying time tog, the most paiseh dance we had ever done and the times we struggled to grow as a cg and individually. the tears and joy i will never forget. =) even though we split, we will still be tog kaes? =D how can underconstruction be split? under one side, construction one side? we will find extra strength in God to carry on=)

shine and grow ya? <33>

yonglingg!

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Feel the heat/ Sunday, May 07, 2006

being that star for You.

=) good news:
God brought me thru the last week, although ALL the papers was crap, but ya, its all in His hands.
open sunday today was great! my group won the champion! and my elder brother came to play basketball with sam and the few others. we had dinner tog too! =D with frankie, farand, and few others. i really see God working, you know? He's working! in small and little ways of His own. and i really thank God that frankie is alrights=) <33
oh and i meeting frankie soon! =D

not-so good:
i have about 5papers left.
tmr got 3papers and i havent study a single one. and crap, i dont really care.LOL. i got oral on wed! arghh=( =( and tt teacher is the worst person i can ever met on earth man. guess he really got bad impression of me, and likewise i dont like him. and not only me, the whole school not many like him too. ah, crap. if you think frankie is D, he is thousand times worst. not saying tt being a D is bad, cos frankie is perfectly good, just tt the teacher attitude is nonsense lah. but oh well, i must learn to not judge lah. =)

be praying tt everything will go God's way k? =)

oh and eric, if you are reading, just wanna say your blog is really encouraging, really=) jiayou in nj! and blog on, God is good, all the times! =D

and hey CG, we will have a outing real soon can? alrights man, silence mean consent=) anyway, girls, SHOPPING SPREE after MYE! few days more, endure ya? <33

-You are so mu8ch stronger than i thought,
yongling.

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Feel the heat/ Thursday, May 04, 2006

mummy brought me the converse shoe! <33>
you cant imagine how happy i was man. went for dinner with mummy with my brother ytd. i saw lucille and sarah!! =Doh and mummy and i brought 3quarter pants too. <3
and of course we went to cold storage. i simply love
super market. cos got lots of food. =) i brought breakfast ceral! and yogurts! oh and i brought my social studies guide book too=) [finally].
i really thank God tt im ever so blessed beyond measure.<33
i really appreciate everything HE has placed in my life.
my friends, my school, kors, my trials, tests, challenges. every single thing. wow, =)

you give & take away.
Jesus, my Lord my Life.
<33
yongling.

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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, May 03, 2006

im tt smallfreak=))

today chinese paper was BAD. =(( so crap lah, so hard. tmr is geog&maths papers. haven study =(( really scare, damm scare. crap, got study, but cant really get into my mind! *arghh* mental block. whatever. bleahs=(
went over to ray's place to study. and my brother went over too at the evening to learn guitar from sam&chanwah. so coool. wow, uncle chanwah such a expert=)) WOW. =DD

and yah, i think im suppose to do some studying later which i think wont be productive! CRAP. =(( =(( okays lah, geog maybe still can pass, but maths, i realy doubt so! F9! =( terribly crap.

anyway, i so nt in the mood of studying, okay partly because im damm lazy, partly, i just dont feel like it. and i so want to PUKE now lah, hey someone of you may know why. hahaa. like rays ahs, i think u feel like puking too. hahahaaa!

alrights, small freak off to freakyland.[ oh crap, y m i typing this kind of thing! crap!oh whatever. today's so wrong.

still puking
yongling.

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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, May 02, 2006

fellow warriors 2005

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