Feel the heat/ Friday, March 31, 2006
CANDY EMPIRE IS SO SUPER COOL LAH! <3
went candy empire with beryl and the crappy marcus.p. hahaha. its so fun! we tried to find tt place..and yes we found it at last! i love that whole place, its some sort like perth to me. not Singapore at all. its far tooo nice. =D went to eat KFC tooo. and hmmm i wonder why i keep laughing. but marcus's funny! =) and he's so accident prompt. he hit/knock onto almost everything/everyone he saw~ =p was so tired after school today, but still went down. never regret lah! i really love that place. so cool. they sell weird-strange stuff! i really love the super BIG lollipop! its in swirl and i love it! but its too ex lah. =)after all, that place is WOW. and ya, there was a lady screaming at a worker there just we so happy over our candies! no idea why too. but she was super angry and she said tt they loses customers because of their super poor attitude. hmmm im fine with them ahs.
yah, today i was really happy! thanks marcus and beryl! and all those "running away"s! =) you know what i mean. =D seriously, i REALLY enjoyed myself! <3>
cant wait for tmr&sunday's dinner! imiss IDENTIFIED!
*YOU are stuck in my heart<3*
-yyongling;
you completed my life..
7:16 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, March 30, 2006
MARCUS.P
hmmm what about him?
NONO; not tt look, nt like i have a crush on him or smth.
*LAUGHS*
PUKE AHS.
okays, kidding.
serious serious;
so what's with him? hmmm.. i known him for Barely few weeks, but he is really funny and crappy and Sometimes very CRAZY. can never forget the way he will stare at me when i laugh.hmmm dont understand why? i think he's weird. sometimes werider than i thought or rather always. hahaa. hey between its just a laugh eh? =p this little marcus is cool and so super unique. the way he talks, the way he hates chinese and thinks tt everything related with chinese is bad. really bad? yes bad. the way he loves his own taken photos. and hmm let me think, i think tt..he's just super.. super WEIRD. but ya, its really cool, amazing, good, nice, great, wonderful knowing him and crapping around with him. hey marcus, know tt u will be reading this cos u ask me to write about you! laughs. anyway, continue to grow stronger in the Lord. His love unites what is broken apart. His grace is ufficient and His love never fails. trust on, dearest brother in Christ, let us exalt His name! =D
*THE WORLD CAN NEVER TAKE U AWAY; JESUS, U ARE MINE.=D*
YONGLING;
you completed my life..
4:45 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, March 29, 2006
at different seasons of life, we experience God personally in a different way. this season of my life, God has been my friend.
*dun worry, i can be fortis with the Lord. *
-yyongling;
you completed my life..
3:45 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, March 27, 2006
study study! :D
if u ever study with me before, or saw me studying, you will know how the head will always almost touch the table when writing.
"you will be going blind soon!"-p.kenny will say :)
hahaha. :p
im really too bored to blog now! got tests tmr but hmmm havent study yet. lazy lah hahaa. =p
alright.
YONGLING OFF TO HER STARS WORLD!! :D
LOVES LOVES.
WITH CHRIST IN THE VESSEL, WE CAN SMILE AT THE STORM..
LA LA LA~ LA LA LA~
....
you completed my life..
5:10 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, March 25, 2006
who am i, tt You should care&feel my pain?Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
i know this song have been quite popular among the youths now. but again, i thank God for speaking to me in this way, thru this song. indeed, who am i to deserve His love; to have a LOVING-God like him to love&care for me. He never fails to assure me that His love never fails.
"Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name Would care to feel my hurt..."
-yyongling;
you completed my life..
6:02 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, March 22, 2006
everything i have, belong to You*for the past few days, i have been thinking about my phone and how to save the money asap to get back my beloved panasonic VS3. its been something hmmm important to me, a brand new phone which my mum bought for me. but maybe beyond these reason, im too prideful over my phone. no, i dont boast/ show off abt it. hmmm i dunno how to explain but its just the feelings of being proud over my cool phone.but God spoke tto me thru this incident( due to my forgetful-ness& careless-ness). im reminded once again tt everything i have/had come from Him, and Him alone. Pride makes us fall away from Him, and yes He knows us too well. and thru this incident, i really learned much. to treasure and to really acknowledge tt He owns everything in my life. continue to fix our eyes on Jesus. seek 1st the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these will be give to you as well, amen? im really blessed, i mean really.(: so amazing you have named the stars of the deepest night, still you loved me, you have called my name. was standing at the open space between causeway point& church ytd, gazing at stars and just being so amazed at His creation & love. *let go; God is still God.*-yyongling;
you completed my life..
6:44 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, March 17, 2006
Jesus, be the wind in these sail; be the fire in my heart; be the reason that i live. be in the center of my life. dont wanna know anything at all. <3>
JESUS just rocks my life; never letting HIM go.
*take my hand
;yyongling
you completed my life..
6:38 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, March 16, 2006
have u ever wonder how far heaven is?
oh well, maybe you dont but i always do.
"how far is heaven? How high above me?"
and today, i realised how far heaven is, is not determined by the distance but our lives.
Our God is indeed extra-ordinary.
had a super WOW experience today with beryl...
we went sentosa in the morning and we were still having great fun....when.., smth went really wrong. beryl, isabelle, ch'ng yi, me and benn went on a float. talking and talking, we will going further and further from the shore. out of the sudden, benn had leg cramps and so he let go of the float and shockingly, beryl let go too. so having 2 person weight down, the float lose balance, and so chng yi and belle let go too. for me? i was deciding whether to let go/ just hang on to it. but while my mind is still in a swirl, the float toppled over me and i lost hold on it. and being it at high tide, abt 3m++ high, and considering my height, i was yes, drowning. struggling to find the rest, those who can swim, i hold on to beryl and she wasnt balancing well herself too and therefore it resulted me dragging her down the sea. and after pushing her real hard down in trying to push myself up, i still cant reach the sea surface. but beryl managed to kick herself up to the surface. and feeling guilty, cos i know i push beryl too hard, i let go of her and tried to struggle on my own. moments later i saw belle hand reaching for me, though she was still quite far. but i managed to get hold to the float and yes im safe, beryl's safe too.
phew* relief.
me: hey i almost drown![when im getting okays]
farand: [looking at me] oh i know, hmmm learn new things ah, we learn new things everyday.[smile]
me: what?! [thinking aloud]i mean drown!!
at tt moment, i felt SO close to heaven. its like just next to me. it may seems nothing big deal to some of you but its a testimony for me once again, seeing God's mercy and His faithfulness. and i thank God for beryl and how this incident happened. Praising Him tt we are really SAFE, i was reminded tt how precious life is. at that "drowning" or u called it struggling moment, many things/person flashed thru my mind at that very short period of fighting for survival. indeed, God's amazing.
as for what gone thru my mind, [haha] tt's gonna be a secret =D
but seriously, this incident really taught me much. thankyou beryl. *hugs*
was waiting for mummy at semb station just now, i saw ppl in wheelchair. and the feeling of seeing them is unexplainable. i never felt tt way before until the ever 1st time i saw my dad in a wheelchair. the pain just hurt so deep down. mummy was at Tan Tock seng just now, her friend's husband was hospitalised and his condition was terrible bad. 3 of his blood vessels in his brain burst and there is no way to save him anymore, was the doc final say. and so techincally, he is dead but counting on the hospital facitilites to breathe, and he is not concious. which again reminds me of daddy. i really miss daddy. being strong include crying*.Daddy had always been someone whom i really respected and loved. nothing gonna change this fact.
i dont like doctors, all them could say is, sorry we have done our best, and stoood there watching him go.
wish you were there.
* nothing but you.
-yyongling;
you completed my life..
6:44 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, March 14, 2006
dont know when i found you, but i'm going to let go silently.
small part of under construction.=D
hmm lucille's birthday i think, cant remb much. hhahas. yepp.
JEsus, you have my heart! =p
never fail to get super happy when i think of my CG and FORTIS! they comes together in my thoughts. they make me happy all the times! they encourages me. and my life is so much interesting with my cg and with fortis. =D
<-- still not all the CG members. its still part of them. its been a long way, cg. :) maybe more of my cg photos 
will
sums up the whole cg. hahas. yaa. =D
i simply love them lah. all the outings, fun, care, love and deep sharings. thankyou for the times when we are just together. and even the silence. =D i will miss everyone of you, really. but thank God, im looking forward to what is to come.and im very sure God's plan is just so perfect. =) thru
thick and thin, we stand firm in His unfailing love. under construction rocks! <3
<-- amanda's birthday. hey girl, continue to be tt cheerful and strong girl. grow in the LORD =D <3>
FORTIS ROCKS. <3
really, fortis really makes me happy. thinking thru the times we laugh tog and share and talk. really really makes me smile. remb the war game night? i saw teamwork and LOVE. how we endure each other and work together. the carrying of table and tying of water bags. how we fall down and get up again. really really loves FORTIS<3>
remb? our victory song, "rejoice in the Lord always,and again i say rejoice! " and our animal game. (: the spider, the starfish, the pig, the rabbit, jellyfish, dog, spongebox and lots man. so FUN. =DD and most importantly, is of cos, we are one step closer in our own spiritual walk with Jesus. and growing in the Lord is such great joy. we will not be in the same FORTIS team this yr, but these memories, i will never forget. i see God's hands and work in us. =D
6months.
*becos of you, i never stray too far from the sidewalk.*
-yongling;
you completed my life..
7:30 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, March 12, 2006
its sunday =D
today sermon by pastor kenny was really GOOD. going to Jesus in desperate situations and learning to acknowledge our needs and in believing in Jesus! i learnt to not tell God what to do, step by step but instead, letting Him work His ways. yes, we had heard it many times but did we really let God do things His ways? =) and what really strike me most in service was the qn: " what do you(really) thirst for?" "How much do you thirst for Jesus?"
under,construction;*
had CG after sermon. its such a small group, its been so looonnngg since we had a small and cosy group. this week its small becos, most of the guys had BB camp. (: the bible study emily prepared and lead us in was really another reminder of how we so often left Jesus out of our life. the time we spent in devotion can also determined how much we really love Jesus and how much we are willing to give to Him.
follow-up*
follow up w amanda & caryn have always been interesting and fun. =) we finished our 1st booklet! moving on to the 2nd one.(yeahs!!) and i thank God tt they have been growing and are regular in church! LOVES LOVES=DD
family*
went out with mummy and kor just now! wasnt a fanstatic outing, we din agreed w each other on alot of stuff and communication was bad:( , but ya, still thank God for the time spent. (: oh and my 2nd brother went army le! *miss him*
IDentified*
yes yes, meet up ytd. love the time spent eating and talking cum sharing. once again, yes thanking God tt we are so different yet so close. *hugs*
oh school tmr! hahaa. opps wonder how to ans to teacher abt the absence on thurs and fri x) although i'm sick, i have no MC oh so.. be ready for judgement.
*physics pract test on tues :( *
-yongling;
you completed my life..
3:20 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, March 10, 2006
my brother went army! =D =( i gonna miss him! loads loadds=)
went town with beryl and isabelle today. everywhere we go, there are ppl looking for models and asking for our names and numbers. (duh)
and yes had a good time shopping with them=DD brought lots of accessories and shirt and a bag! cool ahs. im lovin'it =)
i just pluck my tooth.very pain:(:(:( very very pain. :(:( its a decay tooth. so black and ugly. *pain.pain*
and thank God for my brother, mp3 alive again! =))
captain's ball tmr =) same place same time. see you there.
nothing much to say/blog today. cos i bet you wont understand(= enjoy life my friends.
*wish u could be here*
yongling;
you completed my life..
6:52 AM <3
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my brother went army! =D =( i gonna miss him! loads loadds=)
went town with beryl and isabelle today. everywhere we go, there are ppl looking for models and asking for our names and numbers. (duh)
and yes had a good time shopping with them=DD brought lots of accessories and shirt and a bag! cool ahs. im lovin'it =)
i just pluck my tooth.very pain:(:(:( very very pain. :(:( its a decay tooth. so black and ugly. *pain.pain*
and thank God for my brother, mp3 alive again! =))
captain's ball tmr =) same place same time. see you there.
nothing much to say/blog today. cos i bet you wont understand(= enjoy life my friends.
*wish u could be here*
yongling;
you completed my life..
6:52 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, March 09, 2006
finally; again! changed blogskin =D
yes yes beryl, i m stuck with this song. (all your fault* =p)
din go school today. my nose terribly pain. crap lah. but didnt see doc, seeing tmr i guess =)
follow up with amanda and caryn was great. thay are such great fun!
LOVES* =)) each time i met them for follow up, i feel and i know they are growing! hey its spiritually i mean *grins* love you girls.
cant wait for sat! captain's ball and meet up with IDentified! =DD
alrights, sleeping soon. byeeee.*
*kor's going army tmr :(*
yongling*
you completed my life..
7:58 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, March 06, 2006
march. 8more months to O'.
i start to feel the urgency of studying but as usual im doing little about it. :( yes. have been studying but little. really little, cos im still blogging.
pastor ivan's sermon on sunday was really excellent. sometimes, doing God's work become a chore. how we need to intentionally reach out and getting out of our comfort zone. it become a heavy responsibilty. But thru the sermon, i feel a sense of refreshment from God. i felt more re-charged and ready to do His work.i learned to embrace the position and role He gave us and give Him our best. God never forces us to do anything. its our choice. and again, telling Him today, i choose to follow you. =D
after LTP, had eating-session with dearest lucille at causeway. its even better taking some time talking to her.(: which we decided to spend more time with our fellow sisters in christ. so we went back to church. although the sudden meet-up wasnt what we expected, but indeed whatever that happened brought us much closer, as we learned to lean on God's promises thru the storm and seeking Him first. girls, im really proud of all of you. thankyou for being so strong in the Lord and being alongside me thru all mine and yours struggles. i see God's hands in each of your life. i really thank God tt we are so different. different routes we are taking now and how each of you have been overcoming obstacles. way to go, princesses.xD
looking forward to march holiday which will come as soon as it will be over.
Sports minstry* harvest harvest=DD
hey anyone interested in sports?
does captain's ball sounds nice *grins*, -3pm, in church(WEFC), every alt of saturadays.(2nd and 4th.)
floorball?& ultimate frisbee? - in church, sunday after LTP. hmmm 3 plus i think.
*hey abel, if you are reading, thanks for the candy, it brightens up my day=D*
*becos of love, He left His throne and make this earth His home*
-yongling;
you completed my life..
10:51 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, March 04, 2006
*happy birthday beloved mummy=D*
me and mummy xD.
had dinner at sake sushi and yes, back at home for tiramisu cake! xD but the layer of chocolate on top really thick lah. eeeeekk*i dun like. but i really love the wordings on top. =DD
this year birthday for mummy must be really different for her bah. she's going to visit daddy at mandai tmr morning. bet she miss daddy as much as i do. just tt we dont talk about it at home. and everything seems as usual after everything tt had happened. oh well. =X
i choose to follow You, becos You chose the nails.
-yyongling* dearest child.
you completed my life..
6:17 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, March 03, 2006
God always keep His promises;
i once told someone...
at my lowest time of life, im cant soar on high like an eagle, im unable to run with my own strength, but i wont give up, no matter how hard this journey gonna be, i will walk on.
i hope this encourages all of you (: no matter what u are feeling now, God still knows and see. Our God is an extra-ordinary God.
mummy, happy birthday. i know u are feeling horrible without daddy, but we are always here for you(:
*You are an incredulous God.*
-yonggling;
you completed my life..
4:43 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, March 02, 2006
mp3; converseSHOES[grey&pink]
-your promises/.
i ordered a ZEN mp3 from my friend. =D it costs $170[promotion price!] but i havent pay yet. need to save money first. my mp3 spoil long ago and i need one badly.
mp3-its dad's promise.
converse shoes! yes jie, the pair of converse shoe has always been on my mind! simply love it. the grey and pink just looks so pretty tog. =D i will get it too. but not any sooner.
converse shoe-its dad's promise.
tmr friday! JPM xD
daddyy, i miss you.
and i'll hope you always stay the same, cos there's nothing about you i will change.
*becos of you, i never stray too far from the sidewalk.*
-yonglingg;
you completed my life..
12:22 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, March 01, 2006
wow! i simply love sunrise=D
i did quite badly for common test :( but still i see God's grace with me. studied in church today. teaching beryl chinese was good. but really hope i didnt mess things up for her :p hahaas. life been good i guess.
dont know what to blog. my mind isnt working well. im really exhausted. i want to sleep. tmr thurs =D short day. friday? shorterr (:
purest of pain~
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there's something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking
Chorus
Baby, give me back my fantasies
The courage that I need to live
The air that I breathe
Livin' without you, my world's become so empty
My days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain
I wish I can tell you that I'm feeling better everyday
that I didn't hurt when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
That deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you, it's all that I'm asking
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice
i m always that xiao guai wu that God loves =D
im never alone.
*yonglinggg...*
you completed my life..
6:12 AM <3
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everything i have, belong to You*
never fail to get super happy when i think of my CG and FORTIS! they comes together in my thoughts. they make me happy all the times! they encourages me. and my life is so much interesting with my cg and with fortis. =D
will 
thick and thin, we stand firm in His unfailing love. under construction rocks! <3
