Feel the heat/ Thursday, October 27, 2005
His and his precious.
-indeed the longest distance in the world is the distance from your heart to mind. they never click.
feeling and thinking. yes, so far yet so near.
Nlevels over for quite long le. i havent really enjoyed my holidays in the sense of shopping! ha~ and catching w the people i ought to. ha~ sorry. but working in SMLcafe is so fun and nice. (: hmmm but i guess i really need a shoppiong break soon. heee. =b
how is everyone doing? i miss talking to people! really m sorry.
*as the pain lessen, the missing deepens.
yongling;
you completed my life..
8:31 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, October 24, 2005
shine like stars.
worshipping means so much easier when everything in your life is going well and God seems to be everywhere with you. but it isnt when life isnt going tt well and God seems so silence.
will you still choose to worship when life isnt going the way you wish it will?
its hard, my friends.
i wish things will go better for me and i can really laugh and smile like i used to be. but i know deep in me tt nothing will be the same again and the fact slap me back to reality. as each day passes, the missing deepens. looking at the photographs, i smiled. i remembered the times when we will out tog. esp. hoildays. i miss going for holidays. so much joy and fun. i feel so great just knowing you are here and you love me.
thank you for everything. for being such a great Dad all these while. thank you for all your love tt u never fail to show.
i love you.
ur favourite song after you got stroke: lao shu ai da mi (: still remembered the times when you sing and dance with this song.. haa~ so funny.
-where are you?
`yongling;
you completed my life..
9:49 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Sunday, October 23, 2005
you completed my life..
8:26 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, October 20, 2005
meeting sarah at cafe later(:
met john for lunch yesterday.
beryl came to stayover yesterday.
sam came cafe yesterday.
i got a new book from sam yesterday.(HE chose the nails)
i got a earings from frankie yesterday.
i m upset yesterday for awhile.
i made bethia tears yesterday.
received a card from sarah yesterday.
ate at coffee bean with beryl yesterday.
talked to my brother yesterday.
tried cafe latte yesterday.
learned how to made foam for cate latte yesterday.
learned tuna dip yesterday. im so loved.
so much more.
yesterday seems long.
but meaningful.
filled with so many events.
every blessings given by God.
i m SO blessed.
indeed, You give and take away.
`He still chose the nails, becos He love you.
yongling;
you completed my life..
9:56 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Wednesday, October 19, 2005
hey im back to blogging, i hope. (: at least for now.
been working lately and hardly find the time to blog.
but i really enjoy working at the cafe with fellow believers.
seeing how GOD work and how each and everyone of them serving God so mightily. continue to shine on and walk on. (:
and continue to of course REACH OUT FOR HIS NAME'S SAKE.
and BELOVED-IDENTIFIED, I MISS ALL OF YOU. those having OLEVELS, jia you. keeping al of you in prayers. (:
UNDER CONSTRUCTION!, YOU PPL JUST ROCKS. continue to hold onto the truth as we cross our jordan rivers in life. :D iwan CG OUTING!
and frankie KOR, you are GREAT! (: dun stress ya? shine on!
*why do people think? *
`yongling;
you completed my life..
9:11 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Saturday, October 15, 2005
times flies. i finally graduated from secondary 4. and Nlevels is over! indeed thru my sec years i learned alot. abt God, abt myself, abt others, abt life. i have gained things that can never be taken away, i have also lose things tt can never come be taken back. yes, He gives and take away(: i m still thankful for the things tt He has done in my life. so evident so amazing. full of grace. full of love.
i had a long week this week. working and serving God. its a joy to do His work. (:
i want to praise God for being with me thru this whole week and constantly drawing Himself to me. i will do my part too.
i m learning, learning to wait on the Lord. learning to understand what it really means by waiting on the Lord with patient trust. there is times when we soar like eagles in our christian walk, times when we cant soar but run and persevere on. but there are also times when we are too tired to even run, we walk. times when nothing seems right, God seems silence, everything ard you is falling apart and you cant run, we will walk. dont ever give up. maybe God treasure the times when we walk more then the times when we were up in the high sky soaring. He see our heart. He knows how we feel, He knows our desires. walk on. persevere and press on towards the goal.
at this point of life, im walking, although slow, but im still walking with my LORD with me. (:
*walk with me? we will walk and not be faint.*
` yyongling;
you completed my life..
8:46 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Thursday, October 13, 2005
take my hand and walk-the kry
I know there are times
your dreams turn to dust
you wonder as you cry
why it has to hurt so much
give Me all your sadnesss
omeday you will know the reason why
wih a child-like heart
simply put your hope in Me
take My hand and walk where I lead
keep your eyes on Me alone
don't you say why were the old days' better
just because you're scared of the unknown
take My hand and walk
don't live in the past
cause yesterday's gone
wishing memories would last
you're afraid to carry on
you don't know what's comin'
but you know the one who holds tomorrow
I will be your guide
take you through the night
if you keep your eyes on Me
take My hand and walk where I lead
keep your eyes on me alone
don't you say why were the old days better
just because you're scared of the unknown
take My hand and walk where I lead
you will never be alone
faith is to be sure of what you hope for
and the evidence of things unseen
so take My hand and walk
just like a child
holding daddy's hand
don't let go of mine
you know you can't stand on your own
*a gift that no ever can ever give me...*
`yongling;
you completed my life..
6:09 PM <3
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Feel the heat/ Monday, October 10, 2005
Nlevel's over.
but i m sick.
important! :
GATHERING FOR ALL X-EYC PEOPLE.
DATE: 21 OCT 2005, FRI
VENUE: THE ROCK CHURCH(BBQ.PIT)
TIME:4PM IN CHURCH
FEE: $7 to $10 per person.
PLS TRY UR VERY BEST TO COME(:
you completed my life..
2:54 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Friday, October 07, 2005
you completed my life..
6:45 AM <3
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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, October 04, 2005
thanks God tt wet rice cultivation qn came out! and tt tourism qns are straight forward.
really hope tt i wont did badly.
6more days to go. yes, 6 more days left! daniel, u jiayou too kaes!(:
if u wondered whether i miss daddy, i do. but sometimes you just have to let go of somethings in ur life. i admit tt nothing gonna be the same for me anymore and well if u asked whether i m angry w God, i don't know. i guess the pain will slowy fade away although the missing wont. i believe God have His purpose for everything although i can't see it now. sometimes i feel so insecure without daddy. i feel scare at the thought of growing up without daddy. at the thought of him not being there to watch me grow up, go poly, uni and even working life or further, marriage. But like what everyone will tell me, God is there to watch over you and be with you. at this moment in life, i guess its the most difficult and struggling period and i'm really grateful to each of you, who love me, who pray for me, who cares and encourages. its heart-warming and assuring. thank you for all the affirmation. i know i'm always loved. no matter how hard, i will solve it out with God, seek Him and move on.
take my hand and lead me...
*faith is being sure of the things tt are unseen- in a sense, myfuture*
`yongling;
you completed my life..
2:43 AM <3
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