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Feel the heat/ Saturday, July 15, 2006

its weird thinking of how close we were, but actually we arent at all. im really sorry. i din mean to hurt anyone of you and i know you all din mean to hurt me too. but the more often i see you all, i realised tt we are actually so different. but in the bad sense somehow. but ya, different.
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im really sorry. i really dont know what i can say, i know im terrible but well if you say so. i was thinking of what to blog abt, cause there is so much i need to tell each of you, but nothing comes to my mind.
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the one who calls me ah yong: i just want you to know u hurt me and im sorry tt i hurt you as much. i know u arent accusing but i felt accused. it seems like im nt trying and im making alot of excuses for everything but....well, i hate explaination. sorrys. and im glad to see you rising up and reaching out, putting in so much effort to do everything. keep going. right now, i only can walk, cant run tog with you, but i will be far behind.
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the one who lends me his ipod: =) hey thanks for being a friend. a true friend. everything, and esp being there all the times. all the "you okays?" with big assuring smiles. thankyou so much. hope to know you much better, really. looking forward to the day when we could really have sharing. the Christ-centred friendship. =)
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my twin: im sorry too. but i realised also tt this friendship isnt what i always thought it is. maybe its just all the expectations. im sorrys.
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my dearest follow-up-pies: sorrys. i really hope tt you all are nt getting used to life without follow up and me ard. i know i have nt been involved in your lives. im really sorry, some times i just hope tt i could try harder, at least to make you all feel more loved, i know i been such a failure, im really sorry.
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mountain girl: i know you are still angry with me. and i know you said alot of times you just need time. but meanwhile what can i do? i really dont know. i used to thought i was approachable but after so many things had happened, i realised how i m everything i thought i wasnt. sorry tt i have stopped trying. but somehow i hope you can understand tt i still care and love you as someone i always knew, and i really hope you can understand me too you know.
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im sorry, i cant be perfect, i really cant.
all of you makes me think tt i failed, fail so badly. i hate being who i am.
bring me back.

*sorry doesnt mean anything.
yongling.

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7:30 AM <3
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