Feel the heat/ Wednesday, July 12, 2006

im back from dinner! =))
i got like work to do=((
one EL-summary.
two set of maths paper.
one set of chemistry paper.
one worksheet for POA.
two SBQ qns for social studies.
one geog essay to complete.
man, i feel like crap. i know i know, 4more months! arghhh. it seems so long.. 4more months to freedom. endure alittle more. and then BYE sec life. such a challenge, mentally, physically, emotionally and of course more of them are spiritually.
and u must be thinking, so much work to be completed, then what are u doing online?! haha, man, give me a break. i think i really need to study like crazy, cause i wanna go overseas! =(( im not very stupid lah, just tt i need a little more discipline&effort. and plus a whole-heart=)
arghh, tired tired =(
yi bei zi. -stand by your side
oh and i love the feeling of being at home alone. i can do anything i want. scream, shout, cry, get angry, jump on mummy/kors' beds, play com whole day, watch vcd/tv shows, get turn the house upside down! and blasting loud music! and going crazy! not saying tt i cant do all these when im not alone at home, just tt i feel that im myself when im alone at home! but again, i rather a noisy home.
oh oh and prelims like 1monthplus away, ahhhhh! =(
my friends asked my abt life today! kinda lead to religious stuff. so ya! opportunity is here, i need to help them find book regarding our purposes in life, and where do we go after we die, is foetune-telling and stuff true? im so determined to go FInd it! =))
and i miss kor=(
i miss hanging out with pple.
i miss follow up.
i miss being friendly and nice to pple, even those tt are harder to love.
i miss SML cafe.
i miss working/helping at SML.
i miss WORLDCUP. *i really do =((
i miss England.
ha, and i missed you!
okays, guess i need to do work alrdy. hate it, arghh=(
im in a wake-up-early-tmr-again?! and sch?-whatever-lah kinda mood! :(
one of my fav song-everytime.
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
-britney spears.
all the promises you have broken are all stored here<3>
-yongling-g
you completed my life..
6:23 AM <3
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