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Feel the heat/ Tuesday, July 04, 2006



mood swings- me?
NO.
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no you dont know what its like to be like me.
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it sure feel weird to sometimes blog abt happy stuff but sometimes not. yah weird.
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well i dont know how to explain how im feeling now. but perhaps the song, "welcome to my life" can reveal abit of how im feeling. somehow i think im just feeling tired. man, you must be thinking, tired?!?! you dont get tired. but yah, i think the word should be exhausted.
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family-
well, mummy and i have not been on good terms. rather hard to explain in details here. but yah, i just felt so selfish. i have been in my own little ignorance world. brothers are both in army and ya life's just so different. and with mummy ard me stressing tt life's different everyday, yes i know its different. and tt difference is daddy's nt ard. i miss the family feeling. i miss the times we argue over small matters, the times we just appreciate each other, the times we get angry with one another, the times we fight over computers and tv, fans, the times when we always go east coast park tog. i miss the watching soccer together. no, you dont know what its like. i been such a bad girl.
studies-
man, i been trying to study, but ya, im still feeling overwhelmed. no matter how, its still not enough. there's so much going thru my mind tt i cant focus and concentrate on alot of things. on the verge of breaking down. what if this, what if that. man, kill me.
caregroup-
its been great opportunity helping sam guide the cg when he's not ard. and i see alot of opp to lead and to step in to serve and yes i know God see willingess and tt's all He wants. i have been trying tooo. and i will keep going.
friends-
hey daryl, lucille, sarah, benn, vera, eddie, mervin. its really been nice knowing all of you some better some even better. after knwoing you all, my life's not the same! i feel tt i finally found my own group of friends and i sense tt im part of this group. and this feeling is indescrible. i simply just love every hangout and studytime with you guys, really.
me-
me ah? the same. im tired of always trying to be happy, trying to bring joy to people and they just dont see it. i feel like a fool. and i need pple to be there to listen, i dont just wan the right ans all the time. im sorry, im not perfect. im irritating and i was everything i thought i wasnt.

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welcome to my life.
-to be hurt, to be lost, to be left out in the dark.

*daddy where are you. all i really want for Christmas is a family.*
yongling.



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