Feel the heat/ Monday, July 24, 2006

i was supposed to be studying but i went online just to check out e-mails and stuff and again reading blogs and i chanced upon yours. -missionaryin aking. indeed there is too much unsaid friction between alot of us. and i guess lets talk it out ya?missionaryinmaking- hey, 1stly im truly and very sorry to affect you, by things tt have been happening in my life recently. i admit i have nt been handling my walk with God very well, and nt handling my emotions well too. and indeed there is so much so struggle with, both known and un-known to others. and yes, we each have our own struggles. hey, i really just want to say tt, i really appreciate you. lets nt get affected by each other struggles k? i mean put aside all the problems and lets run tog for God. just keep running alrights? and something i need to apologise, sorry tt i have nt been the joyful and bubbly yongling tt you thought i was. and i know i have nt been joyful recently, and im really sorrys. but trust me cos im sure i will be who im really soon, being independent and yet dependent on Christ alone. guess last year till this year have indeed been a draining year for me and lets just keep praying as i struggled on and wrestle with God. keep me accountable. i hope i will walk out of it, being stronger and being able to say, i may stumbled but i wont fall. thanks friend, its been really wonderful knowing you in such short period of time and being able to relate.=) run on!my twin- hey know you are hurt and everything. but i also know you have a faith big enough to move mountains, i know you can do it cause your strength comes from God. i have alot to learn from you too. really. and keep going too ok? indeed so much had happened tt i really dont know how to handle and how to even face myself. realising and knowing so many flaws abt myself is one thing and being willing to share and to face it is another. ya? like what i said to daryl i will say to all of you, keep me accountable. i really dont want to fall, but i know im slowly moving away from alot of things... my partner in assisting CG: hey=) doubt u will ever read this post cos u are running out of time for studies. glad we talked and met up. thankyou for waking me up to reality and making me think. of everything, life, cg, relationships with ppl and even studies. much more to struggle and learn, and im glad God placed you in this tog with me. loves.the one who wants to help me with my maths: hey you are really kind you know. heh=) guess i nv tell you before, but really, its been such joy knowing you so much better and seeing you grow in Christ. thankyou for your constant reminder tt im nt alone and your actions really show.really, thankyou. just keep praying k? the one who just shaved his hair: hey there=) know poly have been a hassle for you sometimes and you are really tighted up with school work. hey, dont get discouraged k? by shcool work, and even by us. im sorry for nt treating you well sometimes, im really sorry. but i want to say, you are my good friend. really, being in the same cg and always hanging out with you is cool, more cool than you can imagine. thankyou for changing so much for the sake of JESUS, He is pleased with you.eddie: hey dont know whether you will ever chanced upon my blog but hey, here's a small section just for eddie=) knowing and hanging out with you these months have been more tha great. your willingness and cheerfulness is really something i admired and tt makes you easy to communicate to. and man, you know smth? you are so smart can? =) study hard and jiayou k? im nt gg to push any religious stuff down your throat but eddie, i just want to say you have been an answered prayer to alot of us. love studying tog with you too! =) smarties sounds like a good name for eddie! the one who i hurt super deeply: hey girl, im sorry. i know nothing i say now can make u feel better. i know i have hurt you. but girl, the point now is tt im willing to change, and you must response. it takes two hand to clap. rays: hey my good friend, brother-in-Christ, listener, lecturer and neighbour! =) hahaa, suprise! hahaa. no la, just want to say thankyou for coming down to admiralty to pass me the X-box controllers. sorry for being quite nt myself. things happened and its a long story, tell you next time if i ever have the time.=) and hey, thankyou for being patient with me, guess no one else would, hahaa. you know what i mean lah.okays, go to rush off. need to plan my revision schedule. oh my life mission statement! :leading a Christ-centred life daily as a teachable&joyful follower of Jesus. Intentionally sharing His love to others and being dependent on His strength alone.
yongling-g :D
you completed my life..
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