Feel the heat/ Wednesday, June 21, 2006

MAN! FLOORBALL WAS GOOD TODAY. altho i still look sians and all. :) thanks daryl, tt was a great pass:D--hmmm had dinner with sarah, lucille. caryn and amanda just now at PASTAmania:) a dinner tt i always wanted to had and of course the talk i want to have with them. im encouraged by how these girls strive to shine for Christ and how they never stop trying. and looking at their lives, i really thank God for calling them into His kingdom and showing them goodness all the times. i thank God for enabling me to related to them, the struggles tt they are going thru. i really can and well, God's amazing. the things they say and struggled with, are the same things i struggled with the past years. when we left pastamania, i felt a sense of fear, fear of what's lies ahead of us. new school term, new CG, new experiences, new pple ard me, new working styles with pple and new challenges. and suddenly, i felt tt satan is always on the move, to shake us.be alert ya?:) --i have been really different. the way im in school and the way im in church. and i hate to be like that. i want to be the same yongling wherever i m. and i know recently my temper had been really bad and my attitude sucks. i feel like i had lost so much joy, really nature joy. without me having to smile and pretend. oh man, i really miss being yongling. :( and yes im very prideful. i really hope to be more teachable sometimes. --wanting to type so much and say so much but i really dont know how to say. maybe frankie's right. i had stopped sharing much abt feelings and myself after daddy left.
*nothing but memories.
yongling.
you completed my life..
7:34 AM <3
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