Feel the heat/ Tuesday, June 06, 2006

ahhh! im missing alot of things again :( i miss under constructionSAWA teammy brothers!daddy! my family lahi miss all the things we had done tog as a family!i miss my panasonic VS3i miss captain's balli miss catching up with pplei miss eating unhealthy stuffi miss i miss alot alot of thingsand most of all, i miss being myself.-thru these few weeks, i realised and experience how hard&seldom i turn to God first before men. its easier said than done. however, i cant deny tt God is forever faithful. even at times when i didnt go to Him in prayers first, He knows my heart.God acts before i do=) i really thank God for blessing me with SO much that i often lost count and sometimes even takes things for granted. but i really thank God for placing so many pple in my life tt care and love me. if there's something i really wish i have, it would be passion for His pple, be it believers or not. alot of the pple ard me would say tt i alrdy had this passion but i dont think so cause i think i dont love God's pple enough to care for them. i hate to be prideful, and sometimes i wish im not so self-centered. blessed to be a blessings ya? i should start to be a blessings too...-my journey has been abit unsteady recently, but again, God is in control. every single thing ard me just reminds me of my dad. i went to visit my daddy ytd. i just sat there and just look at his photo. in my room when i look ard me, i saw the things tt reminds me of daddy. east coast park and changi airport reminds me of daddy too. we used to go there quite often. even on the road, all the cars reminds me of daddy. he used to drive me ard, to school and everywhere. :( even at home, i miss his presence. GOD, i miss daddy.-absence makes the hear grows fonder.yongling.
you completed my life..
7:12 PM <3
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