Feel the heat/ Monday, January 30, 2006
another week past. really eventful. so occupied with work. one after another after another. work after work after work. had runny nose today. this nose of mine is never within my control. in fact, it took control of me. how i react and feel when my nose irritated me. guess those who have runny nose or sinus like mi, understand how it would be like. really tiring. it drained me. all my energy. and it makes me really tired.and tts when it took control of my temper and emotions.i will start to "flare" up at ppl.i'm really sorry.i been sick for so long. and i'm really tiring myself out with sch work and not enough rest. and time with God. i want to see doc tmr! i wan to take a break from everything. its seems like everything ard me is rushing. frens rushing for projects, coursework. everything. its like taking a break or being sick for few days den u will be so left behind. so far back from the world. so fast and hectic. it doesnt suit me. i m just a passer-by in this world.Cg session today was really good. really good. ((: thankew CG, for making it one of the best and so real sharing sessions. thankew for being so open. and willing to share. i believe God had a great purpose and will for this CG. let's work towards it together as His precious.and joshua kor! i know u will be reading my blog. so hey just wan to let u know tat u are not outta of my life. u are still remb my me. hang in there kaes? nv give up! really appreciate all the encouragements i receive from you. thankew kor. and for praying and loving me. stay close to Him. takecare ya? catch up with ya after ur ORD kaes? we can go eat. hmmm ur treat! hahaha :P (: smile on*in search for His will for me.*yongling;
daddy's Beloved footprints; of christ 7:51:00 PM Friday, July 22, 2005 me.
feeling so tired and bleah after a whole day of sch. end sch at 8 plus today. trying to do my best for my art coursework but everything so wrong. i re-doing it for the 4th time. gosh. its a square art batik piece. 80cm by 80cm. worse: the deadline: next week thurs. :/
had my chinese oral today. guess i srewed it up.:/ i talked for less than 5mins i guess. its like i went in to look at the teachers and left. its so fast. after exchanging a few words, the next thing i knew was, i m out of the examination room! crap.
sorry for not being able to meet up with ximin and cheryl for dinner today. really sorry. i really miss all of ya. i miss sharing; i miss praying. i miss worshiping too.
got to prepare for sch tmr. update real soon again. stay close to God ((:
*pray; pray and keep praying.*
yongling;
daddy's Beloved footprints; of christ 9:53:00 PM
reply: by God's grace, i din screw up my chinese oral. i got distinction.and A2 for chinese paper. see how amazing and faithful our God is. ((: amen!Tuesday, July 19, 2005 updates.
i m back for blogging! and updating of my life. (:things are same as usual. except sch is even tiring and lesser time for family and God. but i guess for me, sch getting more fun! in the midst of our tired-ness i found joy. with loads smiles and laughter. end sch everyday at ard 6 plus-7.
walk with God.
quiet time hasnt been really constant too. like once or twice one week. :/ but thanks God tt He is still faithful.(: bringing me thru each storms and struggles in life; in sch; at home. i want to make extra effort to spend time with Him. and to honour Him.
family.
hmmm things isnt getting any better with mummy. but at least i m trying to control my temper too.but praise God tt my dad's condition is getting better. (: pray for strength and willingness to do housework after a long day in sch.
school
okie. fine. tiring. lazy. sleepy. Joy. laughter. smiles. friends. long day. lessonSS. tests. deadlines. exams. assignments. lectures.tts all for me. yupx.
and church.
hasnt really been spending time with pl in church too. sorry. sorry. really misses all of ya. really.(: *HUGSS* continue to stand firm and run with mi kaes? catch up with all of ya real real soon kaes? jia you((:oh going to do my work le. tons of them man. just reach home from sch too. :0 keep mi in your prayers ya?
*sad or happy?- your choice.;the Lord is my source of Joy.*yongling.;
daddy's Beloved footprints; of christ 8:36:00 PM reply: hmmmm yes its all abt choice. ((: although what had happened wasnt what i expected, i know God has His purpose. dad's condition did get so much better, but it seems like a false hope. but anyway, i still wanna thanks God for helping me to be staying strong thru these times. when nothing matters, when you really feel like quitting and just shut down. thanks God tt i didnt turn and leave just like that. thanks God tt He still hold me in every trials i go thru. really amazing thank God tt i can proudly proclaim tt my savior's love NEVER fails. =D really amazing how i happened to look back at my previous posts. [cos alot of ppl still link me by my previous url and so i decided to read what i have blogged all along] and once again i m filled with thanksgiving. how He always pick me up from dust and troubles and still love me the same. arent we glad tt He still love us the same? the same He who put the stars in their place. the same He who calmed the seas and created the sunset? =D i m the same yongling 4years back and i still want to be a strong warrior for CHRIST. pray for me kaes? thank you all. im saved and loved...and so blessed beyond measure. *keep me safe in You*-yyongling;
you completed my life..
6:14 PM <3
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