Feel the heat/ Tuesday, November 15, 2005
oh man. been long sionce i last blogged.(:
people often ask me "how are you". i really dont know. ermm...
well i guess the ans is, grief lingers.
quote from "travelling light" by max lucado
"...If so, however, you know that the black bag of sorrow is hard to bear.
It's hard to bear beacuse not everyone understands your grief. They did at first. They did at the funeral. Thay did at the graveside. But they dont now; thay dont understand. Grief lingers.
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Why does grief lingers? Because you are dealing with more than memories- you are dealing with unlived tomorrows. You're not just battling sorrow- You're battling disappointment. You're also battling anger.
It may be on surface. It may be subterranean. It may be a flame. It may be a blowtorch. But anger lives in sorrow's house. Anger at self. Anger at the military or the hospital or the highway system. But most of all, anger at God. Anger that takes the form of the three-letter question- why? why him? why her? why now?why us?
You and I both know i cant answer that quesetion. Only God knows the reasons behind his actions. But here is a key truth on which we can stand.
Our God is a good God."
yes indeed, so true. this chapter open up my heart. it helps me to understand how im feeling and why i m feeling like this. indeed no one understand now. grief lingers.
on a bus/train, just standing there, tears are fall. the sadness just come. the thought of it hurts.
i m the one you love.
yongling`travelling light.
you completed my life..
4:53 AM <3
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