Feel the heat/ Tuesday, October 04, 2005
thanks God tt wet rice cultivation qn came out! and tt tourism qns are straight forward.
really hope tt i wont did badly.
6more days to go. yes, 6 more days left! daniel, u jiayou too kaes!(:
if u wondered whether i miss daddy, i do. but sometimes you just have to let go of somethings in ur life. i admit tt nothing gonna be the same for me anymore and well if u asked whether i m angry w God, i don't know. i guess the pain will slowy fade away although the missing wont. i believe God have His purpose for everything although i can't see it now. sometimes i feel so insecure without daddy. i feel scare at the thought of growing up without daddy. at the thought of him not being there to watch me grow up, go poly, uni and even working life or further, marriage. But like what everyone will tell me, God is there to watch over you and be with you. at this moment in life, i guess its the most difficult and struggling period and i'm really grateful to each of you, who love me, who pray for me, who cares and encourages. its heart-warming and assuring. thank you for all the affirmation. i know i'm always loved. no matter how hard, i will solve it out with God, seek Him and move on.
take my hand and lead me...
*faith is being sure of the things tt are unseen- in a sense, myfuture*
`yongling;
you completed my life..
2:43 AM <3
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