Feel the heat/ Monday, September 26, 2005
give me a break. i just want to get out of this place.
i want to cry like never before. the pain and hurt reach deep down in me.
i just want to wail and whine and cry and shout and scream with all my might!!!
the pain never go away.
i m not myself.
2005, indeed an exciting and eventful year for me. a year of sorrows, pain, hurts and joy.
i miss daddy. i miss going for family outings with my WHOLE family on sundays. i miss daddy's smiles, his JOY. its exam period again, this time a big one. i miss daddy saying," dont give yourself stress kaes? daddy never ask for much, just tt u give your best."daddy is one of the bigest encouragements in my life. he always support me in everything tt i do and assuring tt he is there with and for me. `HE is forever my beloved daddy and he is GONE forever;
i cant carry on anymore. (yes i know God will carry me thru) i want to go away. i dunwan to cross this huge barrier. i dunwan to fight this battle anymore. i cant. nothing seems to help anymore. i wish to stop running. stop walking. i want a break. iwant daddy.
tell the world tt JEsus lives, died for them and lived again?
`i failed to tell my dad.
*i m not strong, never is. i m not myself.*
yongling;
you completed my life..
6:28 PM <3
>>>
