Feel the heat/ Saturday, August 27, 2005
finally its done. new layout(:
was on the bus home yesterday when i saw a really cute little girl.
so adorable lah. (: i wonder what will she become when she grows up in this world.
i m thinking about how her life can impact others.thinking of whether she is eager to be a grown up/ teenager. wondering how she will deal with her struggles in life when she is growing up. will she ever know Christ?
looking back at myself, i wondered too whether i was eager to grow up at tt time in my life.
i think i did. i was so eager to go school when both my brothers started their education. i wanted to have my own homework, textbooks, pencil case and school bags. i taught life will be so fun and exciting. (not saying it isnt, well abit.)
i was eager to grow up and be on my own.
now tt i m sixteen, big enough to be called a teen, i miss my childhood.
i cant even remb anything abt my childhood. time passes really fast. its all seems like yesterday.
(though i cant remb) its so good to be a kid. surrounded by innocence stuffs.
the older i get, the more things. (of course,heh) i see more stuffs.
esp when i enter my sec 1 life. everything changes. i tried so hard to find tt kind of pure joy, innocence friends but nope i never did find one. everything around me forces me to blend in together with the surroundings. its hard not to get in ya? there will be cunning and scheming ppl ard. i must always be on guard. (which i dont) i see friends of mine whom changed to someone they are not used to be. it hurts so badly to see them turned to astray. its all about life changes. rather, its about growing up.
facing struggles and problems in life is also part of growing up isnt it? to learn to be strong and independent. be optimistic and positive. to learn to takecare of yourselves and family and friends. to work hard for ur cert too.
growing up hurts ya? but its a journey worth to walk on. treasure everyday of ur life now. dont ever look back and regret. leave footprints in your life. so tt when u look back, u'll smiled.
thankew Jesus for this precious life of mine. help mi to live it to the fullest evey single day to glorify you.
back to the ever-adorable girl, i prayed tt she will find Jesus. and tt she will walk this journey of hers with courage and strength and to live her life so greatly tt it will impact others' lives.
*my life belongs to JEsus, yours?*
yyonglingg;
you completed my life..
12:46 AM <3
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